April 2008
May 2008

note if weird symbols turn up in my post, you've got to change the encoding to UNICODE. my computer's encoding's actually korean so I have to change it myself. :D
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I've moved to LJ. (:
http://iconiclovemode.livejournal.com

Its friends-only, so don't count on anything.
This blog's gonna be up for a couple more days, then it'll be gone too.
I have no idea, I don't feel like blogging here anymore.

If you wanna read my posts, have an LJ account.
Unless you're special like bestfriend, I'm not gonna make any allowances.
I'm adding anyone and everyone, so its nothing much anyway.
HIT THAT CHORD @ 6:44 AM



R.I.P. KIM MIN SOO



I am currently feeling rather crappy.
I actually have a better choice of word for that but I'll just say crappy.
Nothing seems to be going well.
And now I find out that another korean celeb has dead.

I never got to express my condolences over the death of the Turtle member.
And now its Kim Min Soo from Monday Kiz.
What really sucks and hurts is, I actually like Monday Kiz.
I was seriously getting into them and this had to happen.
I hate motorcycles.
They should all be burnt up.

So I don't have the mood for anything.
SOMEONE is pissed with me for some lame retarded reason I have no idea what.
And I just think I am messed up.
Yeah.
I need to sleep or something.
HIT THAT CHORD @ 1:28 AM



PEOPLE NEED TO STOP MAKING ME DEPRESSED AND EMO.

No, seriously. :\ I think I am close to tears because people are INSENSITIVE and keep mentioning stuff I DO NOT want to hear every few seconds.

I do not know what to blog. I am bored. Yes, seriously. I really should study or do homework but being slightly not-in-the-mood, I shall go high over EPIK HIGH!

Their new song rocks.
HAHA.
Time is ticking~

Oh yeah. One thing to mention: I will fail my malay paper. WHEE!~
HIT THAT CHORD @ 3:28 AM



REASONS WHY MY BLOG IS DEAD
1) I have exams. Even though I do not ACTUALLY study, I am attempting to. Which is why I have study dates with ATIQA nearly every single day. (We don't study. Much.)
2) My computer has a retarded virus. It slows down everything and I am too lazy to use it. The fact that I'm using it now is amazing. Understood? HAHA. My sis says there are porn pop-ups that she gets showing people in various positions. I do not get them for some reason. Must be lucky. XD
3) I am pissed with my linkage. I do not know what is up with my HTML coding. Its messed up like shit. :\
4) EMO. Haha. I am supposed to be emo. This blog is nice and happy and should not be overrun by EMO-ness. :D

Ok, for the people (JIN-NI) who repeatedly tell me my blog is dead, I shall update! :DD

English paper today. HAHA. I will fail situational writing for sure. How would I know why my school wants to choose Changi Beach for conservation? I have NEVER been to Changi beach. I have no idea if its dirty or clean, whether it has bushes or not (I actually said something to the effect of trimming bushes and weeding, because I am lame and I think there HAS to be some greenery around there) and if people actually GO THERE.

Compo was pretty ok. I thought my story was uber lame but people kept saying it was nice and whatever. I tell you, its SUBJECTIVE. I think its lame and I SAY its lame so its lame. ^O^ I am now very distracted because some really old korean song is playing and I can't remember what it is. OH OH OH its Reason by Jung Il Young. HAHA. Ok, random. UHM. Comprehension was super fun. Why? The stupid passage was about FISHES and SHARKS. I actually kept making faces throughout the whole paper. I finished the paper super fast. And I tried NOT to finish it really fast by staring out of the window every 5 minutes and pretending to be searching for an answer. (I think this is stupid, what answer would I get from the grass-cutter man?) I ended up doing my summary TWICE and still managed to play with pencil lead for.. Hmm.. 40 minutes. *coughcough*

YEO JIN-NI APPARENTLY STUDIED BY READING MY PAST COMPOSITIONS.

Why are you so lame, woman? My english isn't even THAT pro. (Shut up, don't spam my tagboard about how pro I am, cos I won't accept it.) Jia En brought my LITERATURE test paper home and I wasn't even first in class. Seriously people. I am NOT that smart or that CLEVER and I will NOT be the top pupil. And for the last time, I DO NOT STUDY. People think I lock myself up in my room and study like crazy. I find this very amusing. Someone needs to stick a bug on me and see what I actually do. I'll sum it up for you anyway.

1) Sleep
2) Play PSP
3) Play computer
4) Hyperventilate over korean stuff
5) Sleep
6) Read some book for the 456315647th time (which means I actually MEMORISED it already..) 7) Go crazy staring at Wonbin
8) Sleep
9) Watch TV
10) Attempt to do homework for... 10 minutes?
11) Sleep

Now, see, with that schedule, WHO CAN STUDY? Who has TIME? Well, like I said, I'm trying to CULTIVATE this GOOD HABIT of STUDYING because some people are SERIOUSLY naggy. But I think I will spend more time doing weird things tomorrow.

HEEHEE. :DDD

Oh. My dad thinks I'm growing my hair long and bushy. This is a horrible misconception. I just haven't cut it. (I AM CUTTING IT TOMORROW, I HOPE.)
HIT THAT CHORD @ 4:40 AM



I'm watching WONTAK'S ANGEL now. I miss that show.

Anyway, I haven't been blogging for ages. To be frank, I don't think I've touched this computer since Wednesday. I'm pissed off with the virus and I really can't be bothered. I'm working my ass off completing EXCO presents and I have to study at the same time.

So yesterday, I went to library@esplanade to study with BRENDA BOO, Kaiwei and Atiqa. ROFL. Atiqa was supposed to help me with my algebra but she came too late, cos my head was already spinning. I tell you, nothing kills my brain like algebra. We didn't really get much studying done, but I DID manage to figure out some algebra shit, thanks to Atiqa. We had Sec-4-Meet-The-Parents ushering before that and I saw SHARK. Haha. Ok. Uhm. Yeah.

I've been blowing hot and cold nowadays. I think I'm just zapped cos I'm trying my best to be nice to EVERYONE but no one pretty much appreciates it. It could also be due to the fact that its APRIL. I'm never much stable in APRIL. I hate this month. Sucks. I swear it does. SUCKS. I'm feeling things I've never felt before, and its driving me nuts. I don't like loving someone this much. :\ I don't like waking up in the middle of the night crying because I dreamt that SOMEONE died. I don't like feeling insanely HAPPY just cos SOMEONE communicated with me. I'm such a loser.

Abang, I hope you're well. Last week, we went to the graveyard, and we cleaned your grave. It was amazing. I realised there's many things I've never said, but I said it all that day. What I wished for, I really hope you'll make it come true. I miss you. I know I always say this, every year, but I do. Every year, in April, I'll do something insanely CRAZY because I can't control my emotions and I don't ever blame you. Its the month I gain or lose something. I have no idea what to say anymore. I know you're watching over me and you'll always be there for me but sometimes I just need to SEE you there. I can feel your presence but I can't see you. Sometimes I do. Its just not enough. Call me greedy, but this whole shit is unfair. You should never have left. If there was someone, it should have been me. Look at me now. I'm this loser. I don't do anything right and I'm all messed up. God. THIS is messed up.
HIT THAT CHORD @ 7:10 PM



I NEED SLEEP.

I realise this. Yes of course I do. For the last two fridays, I've been KNOCKING off at like 7pm. That's insanely early. Who the heck sleeps at 7pm and wakes up at 6am on a SATURDAY? Its crazy and stupid and really, really weird.

These few days, I've been staying back really late to finish up some stuff. And as I type this, I'm nursing a headache due to my VERY VERY BRIGHT HOME E. ADVERTISEMENT CRAP. Its so bright and I think I may be blind tomorrow. I'm tired, and I need to sleep soon.

I need to shut up about sleep too.

So, classes have been really weird. HAHA. I keep making a lot of noise in Mr Chua's lesson. COS HE'S SO FUN TO DISTURB. He doesn't really get mad if you say a lot of random stuff. We had the 2.4km run today and I was roasting in the sun. BUT ITS OK. All's well. HAHA. OHOHOH! ACE today was SOOOO fun. Mr Yeong/Yong (whatever, never remembered how to spell, actually, I just don't know) told us a lot of crap. I held Janine's file hostage so that she would go up to volunteer herself. (It had Jonas, or she wouldn't have BOTHERED.) IT WAS SUPER FUNNY. She was blindfolded and she had to toss crushed paper balls into some wastepaper dustbin (the STEP kind) and Mr Yong was the one stepping, so she ended up throwing it at him? I kept saying, "VERY VERY VERY GOOD JANINE ENCORE ENCORE!"

Yeah I'm nuts.

Oooh Luis's L wallpaper just loaded. KENICHI! Ahhh I need those pictures. Maybe I can FINALLY have a Death Note layout, yes? *cough*

OPPA! Gimme gimme gimme the peeeeektures please? ^_^
HIT THAT CHORD @ 6:35 AM



HAPPY BIRTHDAY BAEKKIE!

Haha. OMG. I forgot its his birthday. I am lovely. :D

Ooook~ So I went out with Kaiwei today, we had to get presents for Exco. Waaaah, I spent A LOT but its all worth it. ^_^ I hope they like the stuff. If not I'll just keel over and die. ROFL. We're planning MORE stuff for them too. RAWR. I think all my energy's gonna get zapped.

We went to Orchard first, but it was raining like hell. We ended up walking around Lucky Plaza (lucky indeed, we didn't find anything but she got perfume for her dad), Wisma, Taka, and then we decided to go to Bugis cos she wanted to get a haversack. I just followed along blindly. ANYWAY. We found the presents in Bugis. :DDD OH. We also saw a Caucasian woman who didn't wear a bra. AND LIKE I SAID, NOT LYING. Her nipples were sticking out. WELL THANKS. Indecent exposure, much? D:

OHOHOH. We planned for the whole cohort of Sec 4 prefects too. We hope new EXCO likes our idea. ;D We went to ArtFriend and Popular and everything. Kaiwei didn't want to use my Popular card for her $0.35 eraser. She said its so CHEAP. HAHA. >D

Less than 7 hours to go. I dunno if I wanna stay up. I mean, what's the use, right? I'm gonna miss him more as the hours tick by. God, give me strength to get through another year.

I'm nearly done with the other pages. I just have to figure out how to link them. XD
HIT THAT CHORD @ 2:31 AM